Today was tough. Or I thought it was until about 20 minutes ago. My kids were just cranky, no matter how much I did today around the house I never got it all done, our dog is far from a well trained dog so far and Jacoby is working his 7th night in a row. It was just tough. I can't remember a time I felt more thankful for my kids bedtime than tonight! I was completely frusterated and agitated becuase people around here weren't having the attitude that they needed to be having!!
Within 10 minutes of putting my kids to bed, I sat down in front of the computer just feeling relieved to be done with the day (becuase mine was SO horrible)God just reminded me to stop sweating the small stuff and to be grateful for my day. Everytime God really wants me to "get" something he gives it to me in three's. Yes I am very serious. Always in three's. This is what happened:
First: I find a Facebook page of a girl I know-not too well- but she is from SS and I know who she is but haven't seen her in about 10 years but would hear of her periodically. She no longer lives in East Texas but her page caught my attention. I clicked on it to look around and look at her pics and stuff. I learned that in December of 2008 her husband had been shot and is paralyzed from the neck down and permanently on a ventilator. She spends her days caring for him and their three children and is unable to work due to these responsiblities. I GET TO STAY HOME BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO.
Second: I open this video-
Imagine I CAN HEAR AND SPEAK CLEARLY AND THANK YOU GOD THAT BOTH OF MY CHILDREN CAN.
Third: This is a post from a friend of mine's FB page just a few minutes ago:
{Had a terrible day at the hospital -high caseload, lots of no-charge visits, & skipped lunch! Got everything put into persepective for me when I saw my brain injury (shot in the head by her boyfriend) patient at the nursing home tonight. She's only in her 30's. I found her crying because she soiled herself and just wanted to be changed into new clothes but had to wait on an aide for help. I am so GRATEFUL for my health and independence!}I AM UP TAKING CARE OF THESE WHINY CHILDREN BECAUSE GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH ABILITY AND HEALTH!
What does gratitude look like? Is it something we say we have because it sounds good? Sometimes gratitude comes naturally. I am thankful for those times. Sometimes it doesn't. Today it looked like me face down on my living room floor at 8:36 pm crying out to God for forgiveness. Lord forgive me for the times I have blind eyes to all the blessings in my life! Yes today He had to create gratefulness in my heart and I am thankful that He did!
How was your day today? Pretty good huh?
Please don't take this like i am trying to put you in your place about your perspective.
Mine truly needed to be adjusted and this encouraged me to look at really how good my day was. Be blessed friends!